jiajun

Another fucked up day.

I seriously dunno what the hell students nowadays are thinking. Getting their work done and passing with flying colours is more important than anything?
I hate to say it again, students are being too much of a perfectionist, and I am so sick and disgusted to see how they give themselves a lot of unnecessary stress.

Dun ask me why I am so angry and show my temper once again, ya I know I am a short-temper guy, so what. I really dun see the needs to chiong your works till you can dun eat, even when you are hungry. A hungry man is a very angry man, and dun think that a packet of those shitty foods can make anyone full, it will just make a big man more hungry.

Maybe is it I am invisible or what, I kept telling people I am fucking hungry and no one give a damm about me and keep on with their works. Most of the time I think I am really invisible or worse, people dun even regard me in the class. well, its ok, treat me as a transparent glass, and dun expect me to give a shit back to you. Perhaps as some said, I am too much of a Mr Nice Guy.

I really wonder am I just a dog whom just follow the clip around. When someone is not around, you all stop and wait. When someone is hungry, you all quickly go and eat. But when it comes to me, I guess no one give a damm, or... as I always said, NO FUCKING BODY IS LISTENING TO ME.

I am really dislike this kinda situation, and what worse is people could just scold me as and when they are in stress or unhappy or angry, taking me as a punching bag that will not return hits. But when situation changes, and I am the one being unhappy and angry, showing abit of my emotions, people start giving me a fucked-up attitude. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!! Couldn't I show my feelings and emotions, at less I dare to show what I feels, unlike most hypocrites.

I really cannot stand it anymore, I dunno when am I going to explode. But... I know the time is drawing near. And if anyone cannot stand my attitude, then just get the fucking off my blog, dun give me any stupid and senseless words of comfort and explainations. HATE ME! go ahead! =)

Being too much of a nice guy for too long, its time for me defend myself. Respect me and I will respect you.