jiajun

back to blogging during midnight.

Waiting for my hair to dry... no money cut hair... that how poor am I now.

My dad just nagged at me for not working. I feel like scolding him, is recession now, never get retrench already thanks god le. Job dun pop out of the sky, I know I am lazy finding a job, but I did went for interviews and ask around. The luck is not with me that it. Their naggings make me feel like avoiding them, adults never understand how teenager feels.

My confident had not build up yet. Many ask me what happened. Well... actually... I lost my confident on basketball. Cannot imagine a hardcore fan like me lose confident on my favourite sport. Why I lost my confident? I lost all the games for consecutively 3 days. The feeling suck, REALLY. I need to buck up but I dunno what is my mistakes and weaknesses.

Feel kinda of stress this few days. Stupid right, people stress because of their studies, work, relationship and etc. I got no work, no relationship and of course everybody knows I never had stress on my studies. Yup, I stress over my wallet. I am in a situation that never face before, as mention, I worry for my 3 meals everyday(worse than KL case). Stress because of my confident. Stress from my family.

I really need a listener. Anyone wanna go out and catch a movie with this pitiful person. I need to destress. $6 hmm... I can dun eat for 2 meals to relax myself. still affordable.

a sad post, hard to be a teenager in Singapore.