Thursday, June 19, 2008

19/06/08

Extremely not in the mood plus pissed off.

Well, I was quite looking forward for today class outing but turn out as a disappointment, as a result I went home straight.

What can I say now, everyone seem to be unhappy with my attitude. well I am fine with that, this is not the first time this kinda of thing happened to me. Let them say whatever they want, I dun give a damm.

Before heading there, Atikah told me to buy drinks. Alright I agreed and brought them, drinks for all the people, with NO HELP AT ALL, 1 person carrying 6 1.5litres bottles from Woodlands all the way to East Coast.

As planned, I arrived at 3pm at the MacDonald. Waited for 15minutes before I start caling the to ask the others where they were currently. Called, Kar Wah, Yong Cai and Man Ling. Kar Wah dunno at where. Yong Cai dunno what I am suppose to do. Man Ling said she is on her way.

Waited for 1hour 15minutes exactly like an idiot at MacDonald not knowing what the hell am I suppose to do.

Get so fucked up, until I rather walk to pit 54 myself. Carrying the 6 1.5 litres bottles of water. NO ONE WAS THERE TO HELP. Try carrying it yourself and walk from MacDonald to pit 54. GO AND TRY IT.

Imagine you in my shoe, lost and not knowing what to do in the middle of a beach, carrying heavy bottles, no one there to help or tell you what to do and waiting like a stupid idiot for 1hour plus. WHO IN THE WORLD WUN GET ANGRY.

When you get angry, your words and tone will get harsh, yet people buay song and give me comments. Put yourself in my shoe, try what I had done, and expect me to be nice to you. If I really can, I can go Hollywood and be an actor.

Reached pit 54 FINALLY. can look from my fuck up face, I am not happy. OF COURSE, I am not happy. I WUN PRETEND TO BE HAPPY TOO. really hate those people whom pretend alot, hypocrite.

I already boiling yet people surrounding is adding oil to fire. Consider lucky that I did not start scolding/beating people up. Dun push me to my limit, I got my temper.

So angry till I had nothing to write, the more I try to write/think, the angrier I get. Feel like repost the previous 2 posts I made in the past, the very angry ones.

THAT ALL, ANYTHING BUAY SONG COME FIND ME, WANT GOSSIP WANT BADMOUTH ME, GO AHEAD, I DUN CARE.

I REALLY DUN GIVE A DAMM ANYMORE, TOTALLY GIVE UP.

tore my shoulder, whole body aches, foots got "shui pao" cool

even a stranger said thank you after asking for direction, did you?


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