Once again, I felt so lonely, so alone.
It feels like no one in this world understand me or cares about me. It is like I got boycott by everyone, I feel so left out from the others. Sometime I was thinking is it better for me to get away from the crowd and be alone, maybe I could be more happy this way. If everyone can care for the sake of 1 person, why wun they do the same for me? I am a human too, yet no one cares about my feelings. I may be laughing and joking around, but please dun take that as granted, I do get sad and angry too, it is whether I show it or not.
Hiaz... "hiaz..." now seem like the word I use now. In the past was "lolz".
"Nobody knows who I really am, maybe they just give a damm" this line really suit me. A lyrics from "life is like a boat"
As one get older, it would be more difficult for him to find a true friend. I totally agree with this statement said by my teacher. Really miss my primary school and kindergarten friends whom I lost contact with after I moved into Marsiling. Now everyone seem to care more about themselves than to others.
Isit really that hard to find that one person whom I can trust totally. Everyone in secondary and now in poly seem so "untrustable".
A true friend is the hardest to find. I firmly believe in it, so I am a person who value friendship more than other relationships. I guess I had to find that person harder.
Badly hurt now, yet I am smiling to cover it up.
Need you so much.
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