jiajun

It does not pay to be kind, so why shall I be so kind.

Everyone around is me is taking me for granted. Every single tiny problem all come to me as if I am the solution for the problems. Games problems ask me for help, love problems ask me to console, family problems ask me for advise, friends problems ask me for tips etc etc.

I really really got pissed off, everyone got problems all come to me. WHY?? Cause I am alway there to help, I am the most kind and helpful person you known, I am a very free person who can go around helping people.

First in maple, I am high level and KIND, so low level buddies/guildmates come asking me for help in quests, boss fighting even their real life problems. AND stupidly I never reject any of them yet. After I helped them, many would just leave with a thank you in short form eg ty/thx. Or worse some never even say as if I am BORNED there to help. Got very pissed off when I offer the help for them in organising papu fight. They die they scold me cause I could find a good DK/BS or never find 1 for them. Never die also complain and argue on drops. WTF I helped you all yet you guys give me so much troubles and complains, if you can do it yourself why would you still come begging me for helps. Things got worse when I found out someone is lying to me all along and people starting to talking behind others back.

So I decided to change my whole style of playing, a REAL pro style. Quiet and unfriendly. thats right.

Now another problem that lead me to a very unfriendly person. Everyone has their own problems, and friends are there to help but that does not mean that we are alway there and free to help. You all got your own problems, I also have my. When you need me I help, but when I need someone(which I usually wun) 9/10 say not free, that only left a few trustable and loyal friend I that I could shout out proudly and loudly my friend.

What can I do when you dislike someone whom I also know. You dislike her and you dun tell or avoid her but kept forcing yourself to see her and keep complaining. You dun like you could just tell her straight in the face or simply avoid or hint her, no point telling me over and over again. Problem wun solve after you tell me you know, problem only solved until you find a way to deal with it.

You made me in a diffcult state in between the 2 of you. I go out with her you dun wan come, cause you would be unhappy seeing her. I dun come you also unhappy. I also dun like you to let in to me by forcing yourself to come. I dun like anyone to force themselves to do things they dun like to do, I just wanna you to be happy, that all.

Hiaz... since your unhappiness cause me problems, I shall be the selfish person whom only thinks about myself. So I wun contact the both of you until the problem is solved without me.

Quarrelling because of this kinda of problem really seem very childish. Is either now or never.

NO more Mr Nice guy Deader72 aka JiaJun. I dun want to do such stupid things letting people take advantage of anymore, hiaz... why do I inherit such charactertics from my Dad, we are both too good and loyal to our friends.

I will stay on with my current manner until I see a change in treatment toward me. This might that forever, I duno, I dun wan to keep giving in for people around me. So dun blame me for being in such way, just put it simply, I am protect myself.

Please dun take anything or anyone who are good to you for granted, you will regret after you lose it. PS that guy also wun like it if he know he is take advantage of.

Prove to me that you all are worth my care and concern like what I did in the past.