Breakup

Yesterday, receive a bad news when I online Maple. If you ever read my MSN nick, you would have guessed. My Maple gf broke up with me.
Her reason was that I very long never played and chat with her, and she say she cannot wait for me after I completed my Os. Well, I understand, any girl would left a guy if she did not get the attention she wanted(maybe??) from him.
I am quite relief actually, I know that playing Maple cannot last long, so as our relationship. So it is better we end it now then later. Now I am relief and sad and a bit of happy, I think so, never get to think much about it, I have got enough problems to solve already. Sad not because we broke up, it is a virtual game after all, everything in there is fake, you cannot bring them to life. But sad because I lost a good online friend, a good listener and a person where we can share happiness and sorrow together. Happy, I also dunno why I am happy.
Now, I tried to be cheerful like before, but I found out that, I am actually not. I still look lifeless and emotionless. I guess I had to try harder, smile more often ba JJ, 4 more months, everything in secondary school life will be gone. So the first step to be cheerful like a kids is STOP THINKING TOO DEEP, yay that what I would remind myself.
Thanks to iiicyqueen for being there for me always. Good luck and take care.